MY LIFE JOURNEY: BECAUSE OF A GUY...

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Sunday 8 January 2012

BECAUSE OF A GUY...

Malam 2,tiba2 aq rasa nak menangis...xtau knapa....hal ni berlaku a few days ago...bcoz of juz 4 words,aq jd terkedu,malu n sebagainya...perasaan aq bercampur baur...nak menitis jgak air mata aq ni..tp aq tahan je...aq pun pelik,tbe2 je jg tacing mcm 2...sblum ni ok jer...
Myb sebab perkataan 2 yg bg aq agak harsh (tp x pun sbnrnya lau pk balik) ditulis oleh seorang lelaki...Senang2 aq panggil dia si A..aq x taula mcm mana nak ckp..aq ase aq ad perasaan kat dia tp aq deny jer...aq pun x tau knpa aq rase dialah jodoh aq..(gatal nampk)..haha..ad aq kesah??
N ni la slah satu sbb aq buat acc baru..malam 2 jgak...haha..in da blink of eyes..tnpa pk panjang..yg menguatkan lg keinginan n keperluan aq utk bkak acc baru...aq xnak bersemuka ngan dia,xnak tau lgsg pasal dia n xnak dia tau lgsg pasal 2..maklumla,fb skunk,smua yg ditulis akan di display utk smua..xprivacy lgsg..
N alhamdulillah...ape yg aq buat ni btl..n satu lg cara yg ALLAH tunjuk kat aq melalui Si A..Xpe aq ase sedih skjap je n lpas 2 aq ok jer...myb malam 2 je aq jd sensitif x tentu pasal...aq x nak pk sal dia..aq tkt jd zina hati...aq takut ALLAH marah...aq pun xkesah lau si A marah aq ke ape ke..yg penting aq nak cuba betulkan ape yg x betul..2 je...n thanks again 2 ALLAH...
Tp aq x rasa pun si A 2 terkilan ngan perbuatan aq,aq je yg perasan..hehe..xpe2...aq akan try x pk sal dia..Ya ALLAH,aq tau ini adalah ujian dariMu..aq akan cuba melupakannya krana aq tau perasaan aq kpd seorang yg bukan muhrim adalah nafsu yg akan melemahkan iman aq n sesuatu yg KAU murkai..syaitan membisikkan bnda2 jahat,tp nafsu yg mendorongnya..
YA ALLAH,bantulah hambamu ini supaya aq dapat menghapuskan perasaan yg tdk halal itu...aq tau perasaan itu sedikit cuma,xdela sampai kemaruk or berlebih2an,tp aq xnak slalu terfikir sal dia...smuanya SIA-SIA...bantula hambaMu ini dan rakan2ku dalam kehidupan di dunia yg seketika cuma...

1:19am 9 JAN 2012

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