MY LIFE JOURNEY: PERASAAN ITU DATANG LAGI...

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Monday 9 January 2012

PERASAAN ITU DATANG LAGI...

Perasaan itu datang lagi...Kenapa Ya ALLAH??Aq x suka dgn perasaan itu...Perasaan terhadap seorang lelaki..yg HARAM hukumnya...maklumla bkan muhrim lagi...nak kata rindu,tidak,tp sentiasa terfikirkan dia...

Syaitan ni mentang2lah aq skunk iman lemah,trus tanpa was2 membisikkan bnda2 tersebut pada aq..Geramnya...Tp x pe,aq akan cuba hapuskannya dgan byk2 istigfar...Astagfirullah halazim...Tp knpa perasaan aq kuat mengatakan bahawa dialah yg bakal ALLAH titipkan sbg jodoh aq...Aq pun x taula knpa aq ad perasaan mcm 2,,sedangkan aq x pernah pun buat istikarah mtak petunjuk sal jodoh lagi..tp xleh nk kata jgk,myb ALLAH btl2 nak bg petunjuk or myb nak uji aq...

Myb ALLAH nak tgk aq ni terus hanyut dgan perasaan ini atau berusaha meminta pertolongan darinNya..Ya ALLAH sesungguhnya aq perlukan bantuan dariMu...bg aq dugaan in agak berat krna bermain dgan persaan yg tidak Kau redhai..ampunkan aq Ya ALLAH...

N perlu ke aq start buat istikarah ni??Oh tidak..aq x bersedia utk terima sbrang petunjuk lg..aq takut nak tau siapa jodoh aq sbnrnya....Tp x bolehla mcm 2...mcm2 mana pun petunjuk dari ALLAH yg kte kna mintak. N sekarang aq ase msenya da sesuai da krana aq dah ad sebab utk buat istikarah...

Sebabnya?? Nak mtak petunjuk dari ALLAH betul ke x gerak hati aq ni...Sebenarnya gerak hati itu pun ALLAH yg bagi..Ya ALLAH,berilah aq petunjukmu...Jika benar dia jodohku,biarlah kami same2 mencari redhaMu dan biarlah dia menjadi pembimbing yg terbaik menuju JANNAH yg kekal abadi...Tp lau dia bkan jodohku,hapuskanlah perasaan ini krana tdak ad sebab utk aq mengingatinya...

Bercakap sal istikarah,aq sebenarnya tertarik ngan kisah beberapa orang kawan aq ni..Nanti aq update..mau tonton drama jap..hehe..ditangguhkan...Insya ALLAH bertemu lagi..:)

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